Before Your Time

Edward Steichen, Model Wearing Sandals. 1934

For this assignment, we had to recreate an image that was taken before we were born. Edward Steichen was one of the first photographers that came to my mind to research. I love his images - he took beautiful black and white portraits and fashion photographs in the 30's and 40's. I feel that his images really celebrate the beauty of women and the female form. I liked the simplicity of this shot, how the legs are isolated from the rest of the body and the lines and curves are accentuated. 

Here's my attempt at recreating this image:

I like my image, but it's definitely not as strong as Steichen's. I feel like I got the tone of sepia pretty close, but the contrast between the legs and the background wasn't quite there. If I had more time, I would probably try to recreate this in the studio with lights and a backdrop, as opposed to ambient light and a wall, which I used. I really like the idea of this assignment though, and will probably try to do more photo recreations in the future. 

Movie Week!

The first film I saw for Movie Week was O Brother, Where Art Thou. It's a film I had heard a lot about, but had never seen myself. I enjoyed it. The quirky filmmaking style of the Coen Brothers is always original and entertaining. The cinematography in this film was stunning. The aged look of the film really suited the story and transported the viewer into their world. Visually, it was very beautiful and interesting. The movie is really funny, and the soundtrack is great too. Plus, George Clooney. ‘Nuff said.

Pecker was a bit of a bizarre movie, but definitely entertaining. I tend to like these tongue-in-cheek sorts of films, so overall I enjoyed it. The story is centred on “Pecker” (what IS that name?), a simple but passionate young photographer whose work is noticed by a New York art critic. He skyrockets to fame in the art world, but of course, there are consequences in his real life. I liked the small details and moments in this film and the eccentricities of the characters. It was quite funny. The thing I liked most about Pecker’s character was his fearlessness with his photography, how he doesn’t shy away from people and he does whatever he needs to to get the shot, but in the end he has learned a lesson about taking it too far and finds a balance. A good lesson for any photographer. 

Born Into Brothels was my favorite of the films I chose to see. It is, in a word, heartbreaking. I sat alone in a classroom for the whole film, transfixed, and burst into tears approximately every seventeen minutes. The movie follows photographer Zana Briski on her journey into a red light district in Calcutta. Initially drawn to document the lives of the women working in the sex trade, she found herself becoming increasingly concerned with the children who live out their lives there. She handed cameras to several of these children, and in this way, they shared their stories and the world through their eyes. This film was incredibly moving and eye-opening. It will stick in the back of my mind for a long time. What struck me most about this movie, and the really devastating part, is the utter hopelessness of these kids lives. They were born without a chance. How tragic, and unimaginable for those of us who have had all the opportunities in the world. The film is unflinching is its depiction of the despair of such a situation, but it is also uplifting enough to create a balance – the viewer is left sad and questioning, but still a little hopeful, that perhaps the introduction of art and beauty and self-expression into a child’s life, along with a desire to help from someone who cares, can sometimes, just sometimes, be enough to really make a difference.

"Being surrounded by people who are creative makes you want to be creative."

-Michel Gondry

Inspiration. It’s something I think about a lot. The intangible force that drives us all, it’s the very basis of what we do, and the most vital part of being an artist.

It can be your best friend one day and your bitterest enemy the next. When you have it, the world is aglow, everything is right, you can feel it humming through your brain and out through your fingertips. The things you see and feel and think are preserved through your camera, and what could be more beautiful, more uplifting, than that? But when it has gone – you are empty. The world looks bleak. You are metaphorically blind. The worst feeling in the world is that you as an artist have nothing of worth to give. 

Still, there are so many things in this world that can be called “inspiring” that this fact is in itself, yes, inspiring.  It’s everywhere, really, so big and so small at the same time. A scene in a film, a lyric in a song, a look between strangers. The color of the sky after a storm. An expression on the face of someone you love. The way the light falls, always. I have spent hours contemplating on such things, and in a way, I think it might be my very favorite thing about being alive, these small moments that pass by quickly but resound within you for a much longer time. And we as photographers have the special privilege of sometimes, just sometimes, getting the chance to translate these moments into something that we can share and that will last forever.

But lately I’ve been thinking less about the way inspiration can happen to you, and more about the ways in which you can seek it out. Being inspired by other artists is a perpetual part of what we do, and almost impossible to avoid, even if (for some reason) you wanted to. 

Up to this point, photography has largely been for me something that I did “by myself”. I haven’t had many friends who were interested in it; I never interacted much with other photographers. I barely ever even talked about photography with anybody. For the most part, I was fine with this. Inspiration is a personal thing, I thought. I don’t need anyone else for this.

But since I started at PV, I am literally overwhelmed almost every day by how inspired I feel by all the people around me. Coming to school to study the one thing I am most passionate about was my dream for awhile before I actually had the chance to do it, and the thing I was most looking forward to was having the chance to just BE WITH other people who felt the same way. I haven’t been disappointed. It has been life-changing.

Being in an environment like this one is a constant inspiration. Just going to class and listening to the instructors tell their stories makes the world of being a photographer come alive. Learning from those who have experienced the industry themselves is priceless, and I’m so grateful to be able to spend time talking with and listening to so many talented people. In addition to all the practical knowledge, the support and encouragement that we receive here is invaluable.

It can be hard at times to keep your momentum going in any creative pursuit – contrary to what many people believe, creativity is hard work. It doesn’t always come easily, and sometimes, it doesn’t come at all. At times like these, coming to PV every day can be a lifesaver. Because even when you feel frustrated, lost, discouraged, burned out – all you have to do is show up here, and you’ll be reminded. Being surrounded by peers, all creative people, all of us together learning and growing and trying new things, balancing screwing up and succeeding spectacularly, builds an environment that I’ve never before had the chance to be part of. The truth is that here, we are all excited about the things that we’re doing, and excitement is contagious. There are so many ideas floating around you can practically feel yourself getting hit in the side of the head with them. I feel so lucky to be part of it now.

Going though this experience with the new friends I’ve made is one of the most rewarding and exhilarating things I can imagine. We are all so different, and everyone has something unique to share. And so here is the point of all this rambling: that in spite of all the amazing things I have gained so far this year, all the practice and projects and technical knowledge, my very favorite thing about school is, actually, all of YOU, my classmates and teachers. And to be more specific, especially my classmates (sorry teachers, you are wonderful as well!), who have taught me and challenged me and inspired me more than I could have asked for. We’ve built our own world here, where we can ask questions and push each other in the right direction and tell stupid jokes that have nothing to do with photography one moment while being complete geeks about all of our gear the next. We feed off of each other, offering gentle criticisms and exuberant praise. And yeah… most of all, I think, we inspire one another, to work harder, to keep trying, to be the best we can be. The truth is, I can never say "thank you" enough to all of you for the ways you have helped me and continue to help me grow as a photographer, and a person.

Being here is not always easy. Expressing yourself in a way you can be proud of and pushing yourself to create your finest work is a constant struggle. But the moments that remind you why you are here – seeing a photograph that was formed in another person’s brain and feeling an instant connection to it, learning something new that makes your mind feel like it’s cracking wide open until everything comes pouring in, creating an image that reminds you and the people who view it just how utterly overwhelming the beauty of the world can be - make it worth it. Sometimes it’s easy to forget, but just look around, and remember: it is important, what we do here. The things we teach each other. How we fail, and pick ourselves up again. The ways in which we surprise each other, and ourselves. The places we’ll go next. It’s worth it.

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